Acrophobia

Legs shaking like branches in a maelstrom

Hands grip white knuckle tight

On nothing more than the friction

The texture of the tiles

You have more stability

By standing straight

Standing is an impossibility

My mind is racing

If I fall

If I slip

If I hit the ground

From up here

My ribs

My skull

My spine

Crippled for life

Even fractures can lead

To permanent damage

Whale eyes plead with my dad

He sees me

Understands

And helps me back down

All I could think

Really

Was what it was like

When he fell

Three stories

And broke

Everything

That wouldn’t kill

Or cripple

What if it happened

To me?

Lucid Moment

White tile gleams

Bone sheen white

Cotton mouth rasp

Head cloudy rattle

My chair creaks softly

Slowly I ease left to right

The glass is fogged and cracked

I smell the old and dying

That soft scent of illness

Who are they?

My head lolls to the side

I see a table

Upon stand armies

One shadow

One light

Already some of those little fools

Fallen by order of those above

No other chair sits there

I am alone

What brought me here?

Where is here?

So empty are these memories

I cannot remember knowing

Clear as Rain

He saw them everywhere

Messages no others could see

The world not a banner obscured by rain

But elucidated by the deluge

The water the message itself

Genius is what he c̣alled himself

Paranoid delusions was his psychiatrist’s diagnosis

Everyone was just too stupid

All blinded to the truth of that around them

Then a day came he found a newspaper

Laid upon a bench

No one around

Tentatively he pịcked it up and sat down

He then casually

Or so he saw himself

Flipped open the paper

Slowly his eyes scanned for all the ciphers

All the systems that he knew

There

There also

Yes little flecks

Almost like printing errors

Marking letters out for a secret message

“The drop is at 1024 McAllen

Wear red so we know it’s you.”

He breathed heavily

The most simple message he had ever found

So clear and precise

He folded the paper under his arm

And walked away briskly

Eyes panning the horizon

Would he go?

Should he?

Surely it was not meant for him

But maybe this could

Finally

Prove to everyone what he had said

What he knew to be true

They were watching

They were scheming

And he hȧd the skills to expose them

The King’s Maze

Miles of stonework sprawled before him

The King’s Maze was king Azmodius’ masterpiece

Though for those few who found its center

They found the king had something to hide

Something so terrible it had to be contained within this structure

Our hero rested his hand on the arch of the entrance

A chill ran up his spine at the cool touch

Something in its simple stonework

Whispered terror into his soul

With a step he crossed the threshold

Left hand trailing along the wall

He would find what hid within

And expose Azmodius for the devil that he was

Our hero felt the air cool, breath fogging

The world twisted rolling onto its side

He lost all sense of up or down

And soon fell upon his knees

As he raised his head

Something had changed

The stone was different, alternating

Path inlaid with dull metal

He stood unsteadily and placed his right hand upon the wall

Slowly he began to walk again

Footsteps echoed in a rapid cascade beyond and behind him

Louder until they seemed not to be his

Something followed far behind him

Thunderous hooves stampeding

He cried in horror as he turned about

Arms raised across his face

The cry thundered in crashing resonance

But soon all fell silent

He lowered his arms

And found it changed again

The stones stacked in intricate swirls

The path, metal and wood shaped intricacies

All of which depicted a phantasmagoria

A crown enwrapped in hands and swirling smoke

People clutching faces, screams issued from twisted shock

He trembled as he wrapped his arms around himself

Seeking warmth of some kind

The air was so cold here

He walked awhile more, the cold slicing through him

Soon his eyes grew heavy as an unknown warmth encircled him

Collapsing against the wall

He lay for but a moment before his eyes flew open

Again it had changed

The stone a fantastical design inset with gems of all colors

Upon the floor the design had changed once more

The crown now was grasped by twirling tentacles of purple and black

Eldritch things tearing off the flesh of their own faces

But he was finally warm

So warm

Somewhere far ahead something began to beat

A thumping low and ponderous

He did not hesitate

This was what he had sought

He was sure of it

As he turned a corner something occurred to him

He had not turned a single corner before this

Only ever curving walls obliterating at the horizon

This thought was swept away as the center came into view

Red light flooded his senses

Cinnamon and blood

The sound shaking his bones

The sight of all that was hidden

The flesh

The words

The steel

Left him tasting something acrid

And fearful

There was no escaping

He knew this

The truth here would die with him

And that death would come swiftly

On wings of silk and skin

The thumping beating its sky-long span

The claws descended

Someday Soon

The leather squeaks as I shift nervously

Butterflies seems an inadequate description

A flock of harried crows quarrel in my stomach

Tap tap tapping the seat as I watch the doors

My phone buzzes and I check if it’s her

“Landed and we’re unboarding! See you soon, love!”

I smile like a fool, face flush with color

Now I take a deep breath and stand up

Pacing a bit, feet unable to find rest now we’re so close

Somehow time seems to slow and elongate

Like nearing a singularity

The closer we were the slower it got

The farther she felt

As if time would not allow for this to be

But

I see her smile through the glass

Little ones tagging along behind

As they step through the door

I am there to embrace them

Love overflowing unrestrained

It all seemed a dream

But truly

The universe allowed it

Expert in His Field

Nationally certified

And state certified too

I have two degrees

From online courses

Top of my class

At the academy

I’ve read three textbooks

Covering every possibility

I also have access

To all manuals and guides

I’ve purchased every possible tool

And gotten doubles

Just in case

Hands-on experience?

I

Um

Well

No

Not as such…

Water

He awoke with a groan

Eyes watery swimming roll

Unfocused blue of grey and glum

He sees a wall focus first

Brown and dusty

A leak has slipped through

Between beams down the wall

No something is wrong

The water is running up…

His head lolls to the side

Realizing he is upside down

Feet bound to a rope far above

He tilts his head back

Looking up… down

A hatch is open and looks down

Down into a briny churning mess

The water below, a roaring beast

The man curses softly

Behind him a voice scratches

Like cutlery on porcelain

“Fed. We gotta keep ’em…”

He clears his throat

“You understand I’m sure…”

A loud metallic snap and he is dropped

The water enwrapping him in a moment