A Lone Rider

I am wanderlust

Every traveler’s end

Heading southbound like a rollin’ cloud

Rattlesnakes and coyotes for company

My breath fetid brackish thing

The yanks felt my putrid grasp

I am every last gasp

Coasts and desert scorch

Carry me far and wide

See now how they scurry

Caught on quicker than their northern brothers

But far far too late

I ride upon their backs

In their lungs and in their blood

I am their final regret

Pestilence

The only rider

Who bothered to show

Yet in the end

More than enough

 

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Tightening. Chest. Slows. Breath

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Press on

Stone presses on chest

Movement an impossibility

Add a few more if you want

Motivation an impossibility

 

I pour from bed

A horrible mess on the floor

I look in the mirror

A horrible mess in all regards

 

I must practice kindness

You’re trying your best

Give leeway on hard days

You’re trying like all the rest

 

I’m still standing

I’m not done yet

It’s a battle

I’m not dead yet

A Cold Night

The loam gave to his grasping hands as something dragged him away.

No

This is not right

He’s sliding. The ground now a hill. Half dead saplings snap and splinter as he tumbles past, body a blur as he rolls over end.

Then air.

Free.

Flying.

Next, a splash. Icy talons sink into every inch of flesh. They wish to tear him apart. Rend this fool’s form. He gasps in a lungful of river before his head meets riverbed.

He swims in inky nothing. But soon is dragged, gagging, coughing, heaving, retching from the depths.

A man, dressed in buck skin and hay, leans over him. “Sir, y’allright?”

His head is still swimming, tumbling, flying. He turns over, onto hands and knees as he holds out a hand to stop this stranger. “Leave me…”

“Sir, yer bleedin’…” The stranger reached out with a gentle hand.

He pulled a blade from a latched case on his hip, swiping at the stranger vaguely. “Get the fuck away!” He barked, stumbling as he backed away.

The stranger held up his hands, stepped back, and then ran, disappearing between so many perfectly disorganized trees.

“Filthy…” He grunted as he found purchase on a low branch. “Backwards…” He hissed as he stepped up the embankment, snow kissing his ankles. “Heathens…”

An owl watched the man, head bleeding, leaving a crimson trail, blood current, from where he had been dragged from the river.

Something else watched too. Sinew and fang. Teeth, sharp and poised. Eyes shocking red and unblinking.

Angel of death. Spirit of vengeance. Serpent of Curses. Cormac.

This man reeked of sins and blood. All his folly had called forth this beast. As it struck out, venom singing violent violet through his veins, he knew what he had done. How it had been called, and why he would die that night.

The Hole

As I walk down the street, streetlight conical safety passing, I feel something shift like an earthquake, but inward.

Something appears some distance ahead.

I squint, but whatever it is only appears as a hole in my sight, black and without texture. Slowly I walk towards it. I try to come at it at an angle, to see if any variation exists.

Perfectly spherical, and as I get closer I feel the hum of silence. A quiet so perfect that the sound of your blood flow and heartbeat is deafening.

Slowly I reach out and as my fingers pass whatever barrier this sphere represents, I can feel nothing beyond where my fingertips have disappeared. I pull my hand back and find my fingers are gone. I don’t find this alarming. Of course they’re gone. I was born that way. This still does not explain the sphere.

I pick up a rock and throw it within.

I should try throwing something inside.

I pick up a rock and throw it within.

I wonder absently what happens if you put something inside.

I take some change from my pocket, hold it above the hole and drop it within. As it passes within-

I wonder with increased curiosity what it looks like inside the hole. I lean closer, eyes wide and spark of curiosity clear. Closer. Closer.

Our Great Work

Books keep my secrets

Hushed scratch of pen

Kerosene flickering beside

These walls contain my blood

Ink and time

Sharp lines form intent

I add more resin to the charcoal

Smoke curling as blood ignites

I stop a moment

Tip tapping something

Typewriter slap clack bright

Words powerful enough to bend

Maybe break something too

The universe reverberates

Down into my bones

A silk hand rests upon my shoulder

Beak clacks

Antlers brush the air above

Our work is right

And good

 

It is necessary

Therefore

It is possible

Awaken

Night gives over to brilliant day

Blinding effluent rays

Spilling down her every curve

Whispered good mornings

I offer something different

To my torpid goddess

Still wiping sleep from eyes

A simple breakfast

And cup of coffee

She smiles, covering face

“You’re too kind…”

I know all too well

As soon as food is forgotten

We shall fall into one another

Tumult and passion

Again

And again

And again

Update Required

The buzzing started weeks ago

An update claiming upgrades

“To quality of life”

My eyes swam with words

End User Agreement

And several hundred paragraphs

I brushed them aside

Progress bar began

Several hours later

A warning appeared

“USER BELOW PRODUCTIVITY THRESHOLD”

Then the buzzing began

Three words flashing over and over

“Return to Work”

I am crippled from the waist down

I am only qualified for physical labor

But I cannot afford cybernetics

Beyond the state mandated

Citizen OS

I feel nauseous…

I just want it to end

For quiet

For rest