Thoughtless Impermanence

He stood in a vast square

Where milled many

Who fretted and fussed

Over this

And that

Slowly he raised it

A small black box

Whose edges shimmered strangely

As the lid rose

The sound of the square fell

As an unearthly silence blanketed all

Smothering the words

Which played upon their lips

From it arose something black

Which looked more like a hole

Within one’s sight

This something flickered

As though there

And not

And in a moment

Expanded out

Engulfing the square

And all its little fretting people

But still it shifted

Showing now and again

Its flickering ruin

First destroyed

Then not

The people screaming

Then not

Mother held child

Husband held wife

But none spoke

They simply could not

What was their to say

In the face of death

Which took

And gave

With such thoughtless impermanence

The Creative Process

A young man stood

His head to a wall

Pulled back

Swung forward

And crushing his skull

Passerby cried

At this pitiful whelp

Folks tried to stop

To impede

Hell, just to help

He just smiled at them

His teeth a grisly mess

“Oh don’t mind me

I’m just an artist

And this painting, my best”

He mused “just a bit more

Then it will be done

Wait no

Not quite

I’ll erase this last one”

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A Sickness of the Mind

The light drips off of windowsills

Spreading iridescent pools

As I feel the cotton inside my mouth

Air like cotton but nothing there

I take a step and floor gives

Like quicksand meets rubberband

Senses flooded by hazy delirium

I stumble and catch the wall

Folding its plaster between fingers

As I walk towards her

The nurse cries in terror

Scrabbling at the door

“I… don’t feel… well…”

I groan stomach churning something awful

I feel the world tilt and my feet slide forward

She slams against the door and sobs

Lifting herself from its face

As I collapse in a heap beside her

The door warps below us

Bending bowing into a teardrop

Closing above us

And then shattering

Obliterated as I fall

She falls too

Screaming all the while

“DON’T WAKE UP

I DON’T WANT TO DIE!”

I hear her cry

Just before a tree comes up to meet me

And as I land with sickening crunch

My bed shakes from the force

Of my body jolt

Halloween

Two hands clasp limply around midnight

Twelve long forlorn cries

Somewhere above

In his study

A man screams

Welcoming Halloween

 

Another stands alone in his bathroom

Hands bloody and horribly raw

Beneath in the sink sit numerous teeth

This is terrible and yet

He sees something far more horrid

He screams “IT HURTS”

 

Clutching his curtain

A different man stares sidelong

Out at the horrible thing

Standing in his lawn

Airraid siren blaring

It has begun

 

In another home some miles away

The floor creaks

Yet no one is home

And deep below someone screams

Fingers enmeshed around their chest

Probing their throat curiously

 

A woman stands in a crowd

Surrounded by strangers

Clutching her face

Eyes wild with terror

And screams in protest

“THE EYES! YOU SEE THEM! I SEE! I SEE YOU!”

 

It is still early and a young child is awake

Staring at the vent in his room

Listening for the telltale scrabbling

Of those that make them hollow

The vent shakes

He closes his eyes and begins to cry

 

The Jester calls his rebellious crowd

Prepared and ready to raise a ruckus

Their new beginning

Blade in hand

And smile wide

He turns to the lightened sky

 

Deep beneath

Somewhere secret

A bed breathes

And the man breathes too

A few behind a oneway mirror

Scribble a note or two

 

A businessman lies awake

In his hospital bed

Tears streaming down face

As he remembers

Everytime he has died

On that fateful street

 

On the outskirts

A woman tills her garden

As sun greets so lovingly

She brushes brow

Bent low and smiling

At all the faces she sees below

 

Only ten miles from here

In a sanctuary for those mentally disturbed

A man, his face bandaged tight

Screams muffled anger

At passing nurses

“I. WEAR. NO. MASK.”

 

Back in the suburbs a boy left a box

Yet as the door closed

A hand crept out

Black and crooked

Grasped the edge

And pulled as the box collapsed within

 

A vessel long from now

And far away

Turns slowly in void

Directionless

Distress transmitted

Awaiting rescue

 

Back below in a cabin alone

A man screams at the walls

Fists full of dirt

And beating his flesh

He cries simply

“THE EARTH IS DEAD!”

 

Two dance in the depths

Below crashing waves

The woman couldn’t be happier

The man’s face aghast

And twisted in terror

Is all the joy she ever wanted

 

Yet another time

Another place

Something walks in the dark

Listening waiting

And all too hungry

It hears a soft creak

 

Awake and yet not

A man eyes antiques

Something within

Is evil and cruel

Waiting to jump out

In surprise

 

Something similar haunts fever dreams

A man has unfortunately found out

He paws at his face

Disbelieving and afraid

His reflection laughs

In mocking pantomime

 

His

Heart

Is

Not

A

Home

 

In a land that is strange

A stranger is screaming

Holding tight upon the ropes

Try as he might

He cannot stop

The rise of those terrible gods

 

Rusted wire sits coated in blood

The body wasting away

Now it is cut

And taken away

And in the distance

We hear pigs squealing

 

A woman had extracted

Some weeks before

Something small and awful

Flour dusting doorway

She awakens each morning

To find yet more tracks

 

This monster sits

Smiling gladly

At the feast laid out before him

Mask porcine and old

He cries for yet more

And here comes the next bit

 

Mere doors down from the man with no mask

Another cries in anguish

His body is dead

He’s trapped within

And all the doctors

Call madness

 

As chaos consumes

And the tempest draws nearer

A man welcomes it in

He’s drawn all the signs

and he opens their door

And embraces the slithering thing

 

Trapped in memory

A fortress of his own

This man weeps for love

She is long gone

And yet he chooses

To live it again and again

 

One more ritual as the night draws to a close

The corpse is already hung

A man fed Lies Slowly Dies

He screams at the sight

Of that horrible face

And the Lord of Flies calls for his heart

 

As I type and click away

I spy something amidst the trees

It moves

And sways

As all the others

Yet a swear I spy a face

 

Lastly the man

Who fed Him all his loved ones

Giggles away with his pigs

He’s not sure just what he’s done

But he’s sure he’s had fun

And he can’t wait for next year

Cross

He looked up upon its majesty

Golden ratio masonry espied

Flanking stained glass mural

Men astride golden steeds

God beside and reathed in light

A deep sigh

He set a foot upon the cobblestone

The sky tore asunder

Brilliance manifest

 

He looked up upon its majesty

Moss ridden stone walls

Embattled fading shimmering art

Men atop valiant horses

The creator himself effusing magnificance

A deep breath

He set a foot upon the smoothen stone

Carriage rattled uncontrollably

A single cry of warning

 

He looked up upon its majesty

Newly washed brick ramparts

Ensconced clear window panes

Assemblage flocked to double doors

Parishioner stood arms wide open

A calming exhalation

He set a foot upon the hard concrete

A startled honk

And rubber screeching

 

He looked up upon its majesty

Steel and stone bulwark

Faced by mirrored glass

Black suits droned inward

A boy in blue beat nighstick

A defeated expiration

He set a foot upon the slick asphalt

A yelp as cohesion let go

World tummelt he fell

And with a sickening crunch

Skull met ground

I Was Miles Away

I like that you answer yourself

When you ask yourself

When I ask myself

All I hear is the howling of the wind

It’s so quiet here

So very

Very quiet

 

What?

I-

Um yes

I’m fine

 

Just busy fighting off the existential horror of my own existence

 

Haha yes

A joke

Of course

 

Of course

 

Of course I only laugh to keep from weeping