Bleary eyed buzzing thump
Head a swarm of burbling bugs
Pain recognized shoots across
Tears through brain down my spine
Dark and damp and cold is what I notice
Once the pain plateaus so far above
I crouch and grasp about
For what I don’t know
But some part of me does
A small box rough on a side
I grasp and pull against my chest
Rattling inside little sticks
I smile as I pull one out
Pressing it under thumb
Against strike pad
As I pull it across
My nose notices something important
Something crucial
Acrid and bright
Vaporous and heady
Alcohol
Denatured
And coating all of me
Light and pain is the last I recall
