I Was Miles Away

I like that you answer yourself

When you ask yourself

When I ask myself

All I hear is the howling of the wind

It’s so quiet here

So very

Very quiet

 

What?

I-

Um yes

I’m fine

 

Just busy fighting off the existential horror of my own existence

 

Haha yes

A joke

Of course

 

Of course

 

Of course I only laugh to keep from weeping

Lucid Moment

White tile gleams

Bone sheen white

Cotton mouth rasp

Head cloudy rattle

My chair creaks softly

Slowly I ease left to right

The glass is fogged and cracked

I smell the old and dying

That soft scent of illness

Who are they?

My head lolls to the side

I see a table

Upon stand armies

One shadow

One light

Already some of those little fools

Fallen by order of those above

No other chair sits there

I am alone

What brought me here?

Where is here?

So empty are these memories

I cannot remember knowing

The King’s Maze

Miles of stonework sprawled before him

The King’s Maze was king Azmodius’ masterpiece

Though for those few who found its center

They found the king had something to hide

Something so terrible it had to be contained within this structure

Our hero rested his hand on the arch of the entrance

A chill ran up his spine at the cool touch

Something in its simple stonework

Whispered terror into his soul

With a step he crossed the threshold

Left hand trailing along the wall

He would find what hid within

And expose Azmodius for the devil that he was

Our hero felt the air cool, breath fogging

The world twisted rolling onto its side

He lost all sense of up or down

And soon fell upon his knees

As he raised his head

Something had changed

The stone was different, alternating

Path inlaid with dull metal

He stood unsteadily and placed his right hand upon the wall

Slowly he began to walk again

Footsteps echoed in a rapid cascade beyond and behind him

Louder until they seemed not to be his

Something followed far behind him

Thunderous hooves stampeding

He cried in horror as he turned about

Arms raised across his face

The cry thundered in crashing resonance

But soon all fell silent

He lowered his arms

And found it changed again

The stones stacked in intricate swirls

The path, metal and wood shaped intricacies

All of which depicted a phantasmagoria

A crown enwrapped in hands and swirling smoke

People clutching faces, screams issued from twisted shock

He trembled as he wrapped his arms around himself

Seeking warmth of some kind

The air was so cold here

He walked awhile more, the cold slicing through him

Soon his eyes grew heavy as an unknown warmth encircled him

Collapsing against the wall

He lay for but a moment before his eyes flew open

Again it had changed

The stone a fantastical design inset with gems of all colors

Upon the floor the design had changed once more

The crown now was grasped by twirling tentacles of purple and black

Eldritch things tearing off the flesh of their own faces

But he was finally warm

So warm

Somewhere far ahead something began to beat

A thumping low and ponderous

He did not hesitate

This was what he had sought

He was sure of it

As he turned a corner something occurred to him

He had not turned a single corner before this

Only ever curving walls obliterating at the horizon

This thought was swept away as the center came into view

Red light flooded his senses

Cinnamon and blood

The sound shaking his bones

The sight of all that was hidden

The flesh

The words

The steel

Left him tasting something acrid

And fearful

There was no escaping

He knew this

The truth here would die with him

And that death would come swiftly

On wings of silk and skin

The thumping beating its sky-long span

The claws descended

Water

He awoke with a groan

Eyes watery swimming roll

Unfocused blue of grey and glum

He sees a wall focus first

Brown and dusty

A leak has slipped through

Between beams down the wall

No something is wrong

The water is running up…

His head lolls to the side

Realizing he is upside down

Feet bound to a rope far above

He tilts his head back

Looking up… down

A hatch is open and looks down

Down into a briny churning mess

The water below, a roaring beast

The man curses softly

Behind him a voice scratches

Like cutlery on porcelain

“Fed. We gotta keep ’em…”

He clears his throat

“You understand I’m sure…”

A loud metallic snap and he is dropped

The water enwrapping him in a moment

First Time on the Job

We army crawled

Belly to ground

Elbows for leverage

“Yeah there’s all sortsa critters

What would live under houses.”

He grunts behind me

Dragging a bag of tools

“But most are gonna run

At just the sight of a person.”

I’m huffing and groaning

Stopping to wipe my face a moment

“Possums, cats, raccoons

Y’know the sort I’m sure.”

I freeze as I see something

Illuminated before me

“What do’y suppose that is?”

I whisper as I track its length

Beam showing foot after foot

Of white

Almost luminous

Sinewy flesh

Pulsing and gyrating

Slowly

Slowly

What is Worse

What’s worse?

To know

That someone was living in the walls

Or find

That someone is dying in your halls

To feel

Your skin crawling like a beast

Or see

Your flesh, alive and hungry for the feast

.

I feel so overwhelmed

Distracted

By all this hell I’ve created

But I can’t help but feel happy

No longer slow and sappy

.

What’s worse

To find

The bitter taste of copper in your mouth

Or See

Her blood is splattered all around

To hear

Your loved ones crying for your help

Or watch

Your legs walk away all by themselves

.

I feel such satisfaction

By all of my abstractions

Horror is made reality

These terrors in their nascency

A Lone Rider

I am wanderlust

Every traveler’s end

Heading southbound like a rollin’ cloud

Rattlesnakes and coyotes for company

My breath fetid brackish thing

The yanks felt my putrid grasp

I am every last gasp

Coasts and desert scorch

Carry me far and wide

See now how they scurry

Caught on quicker than their northern brothers

But far far too late

I ride upon their backs

In their lungs and in their blood

I am their final regret

Pestilence

The only rider

Who bothered to show

Yet in the end

More than enough

 

A Cold Night

The loam gave to his grasping hands as something dragged him away.

No

This is not right

He’s sliding. The ground now a hill. Half dead saplings snap and splinter as he tumbles past, body a blur as he rolls over end.

Then air.

Free.

Flying.

Next, a splash. Icy talons sink into every inch of flesh. They wish to tear him apart. Rend this fool’s form. He gasps in a lungful of river before his head meets riverbed.

He swims in inky nothing. But soon is dragged, gagging, coughing, heaving, retching from the depths.

A man, dressed in buck skin and hay, leans over him. “Sir, y’allright?”

His head is still swimming, tumbling, flying. He turns over, onto hands and knees as he holds out a hand to stop this stranger. “Leave me…”

“Sir, yer bleedin’…” The stranger reached out with a gentle hand.

He pulled a blade from a latched case on his hip, swiping at the stranger vaguely. “Get the fuck away!” He barked, stumbling as he backed away.

The stranger held up his hands, stepped back, and then ran, disappearing between so many perfectly disorganized trees.

“Filthy…” He grunted as he found purchase on a low branch. “Backwards…” He hissed as he stepped up the embankment, snow kissing his ankles. “Heathens…”

An owl watched the man, head bleeding, leaving a crimson trail, blood current, from where he had been dragged from the river.

Something else watched too. Sinew and fang. Teeth, sharp and poised. Eyes shocking red and unblinking.

Angel of death. Spirit of vengeance. Serpent of Curses. Cormac.

This man reeked of sins and blood. All his folly had called forth this beast. As it struck out, venom singing violent violet through his veins, he knew what he had done. How it had been called, and why he would die that night.